people have said to me SEVERAL times, can't you just be normal?  my response is, quote:

"normal is just a setting on a washing machine."

nowadays, in the 21st century, being normal is anything but "right".  almost as if being normal was weird, and being weird is totally ok...well, to certain extremes.  but you know what i mean. 

i think it is so cool how centuries before, everyone looked alike, everyone dressed alike, people were always like everybody else .... the medievil period, the colonial period. everyone was the same in their own little world.  but now, people aren't afraid to go out of their limits to be whatever they feel like.  you've got the "normal people" crowd, who dress the same as they do, all the time, all thier lives, but there's also the emo crowd in their black clothes and crazy eyeliner, the athletes always in the sports wear, the crazy i think im famous people who where the newest and coolest things.  everybody's got their own thing goin' on.  i don't know about anybody else, but im the kinda person who likes to observe what other people are wearing when i go anywhere public.  like nice shoes, or you should NOT be wearin those shorts. but what does my opinion matter when everyone is just so themselves, not what everyone else is. 

maybe this whole blog sounds like the whole "be yourself" cliche, but its just my daily thoughts, and i had to get it out there. 

So there has to be someone out there that has heard of that song called Say by John Mayer.  there also has to be somebody who thinks thta saying the same word a million times on one song is REALLY FREAKIN ANNOYING!  its kind like alot of those rap songs, but this sounds like so...wuts the word-gay! 

maybe its just me, but this dude needs to find some more productive lyrics. 

have u ever missed a loved one.  of course u have, i didn't say they had moved on, but weather they're alive or dead, EVERYONE has missed someone.  well, one of my friends misses her grandfather who passed on. and she says how shes been putting on a mask to cover it, and shes just filling that gap, and blah, blah, blah.  well, whatever happened to making it ok to cry over missing some1? a lot of ppl seem to think that u can't cry over it, or be angry, or however u express ur anger.  so, i guess what i'm trying to say is that u shouldn't let urself hold back ur emotions when u need to let them out.  and stop mourning over it, and be happy that they have, hopefully, moved to a better place, or are somewhere safe and not dead.  so, i hope that helps. hopefully. well, call me ltr.

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